The Sea Bird.

No other outlets but blog.

2011-05-14T02:02:00.004+08:00

haiz.

week 14, last week.

2010-07-01T13:41:00.003+08:00

Hi all
finally its the last week of my attachment at Charcoal restaurant
waiting for class to resume!
I am a little dissappointed with my Charcoal results
but nontheless I am still happy that I scored a 78.8/100
many scored better then I do
training the new batch of students seems to be easier then I expected
don't really need to do much during service but just make sure everything goes well
after this week I will be free from my service uniform and apron

BB side
just got my promotion
higher rank, higher responsibilities
applies to boys, primers and officers as well
recently with the new change of CSMs
the company parade order seems abit cranky
attendance too
not to mention the BB blog and BB room
need to really drill them very hard now

myself
I just had a haircut that cost me a bomb!
but I quite like the short and neat hair style the stylist gave me
ready to set a good example to anyone that needs to have a haircut
my HP died on me
sent her for repair
don't really know whats the reason
the more I exercise the heavier I get
refuse to tell myself its muscle thats growing
really need to save up for my year end trip and A/X belt
hope I can find a part time job after school resume.

-Junyi

11th Charcoal week.

2010-06-10T18:51:00.003+08:00

Hi all
today is the thursday of my 11th Charcoal week
2 more weeks to go
i feel that I have not learn enough at Charcoal
I want to make nice coffee
nice latte and cappucino
but right now I can't even make proper foam
last week was my Event Catering(EC)
thanks to those that came and support
sometimes we really have to take a step back to see a clearer picture
some people appear to be very capable but actually they are not
some people appear to be lazy
but when its time to be hardworking they will
where else some people will dissappear(and be lazy elsewhere) when we are at our busiest
some people knows very well when to perform and when not to
when the teachers are around they are all geared up but gone when the mentors go back to their office
some people tries their very best in everything they do
some people don't bother trying
some people don't practice what they preached
some people always think they are right
some people only care for themselves
where else someone on this earth actually cares too much for others
for me
It doesn't really bother me abit
ok maybe it does a tiny bit(lol)

for God taught me this
"Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in someone else's eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye?" How can you say, 'Let me take the speck out of your eye,' when all the time there is a plank in your own eye? You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from the other person's eye."

I admit sometimes I do criicise people
but I always quickly reflect upon myself and change my thinking
for I do not want to be a hypocrite
this 11 weeks at Charcoal
I have seen many people and the way they work(like I said above)
the only thing I derive from all the people I work with so far
is not to do the mistakes they do
we all learn from one another don't we?

The sea bird fly and fly and fly
over countless seas
just looking for that one tree

sick sea bird.

2010-05-14T21:23:00.002+08:00

what a week
this week was my second week working at Shatec Banquet
and I am utterly dissappointed with myself
today, I was told to set up tables and some stuff for next week's event
I couldn't even do it properly
need to trouble the mentor to check so many times with so many silly mistakes
when I got home
mentor called and told me I did'nt sent some stuff over to Charcoal restaurant with the van
can't believe I can be hopeless to this level
sign, I really need to wake up
tuesday till now was so sickly for me
had fever, cough, sorethroat, flu, phlames, headache(terrible ones) and my legs are jelly
still sick till now
its been long since I last fallen ill
may God put your healing hands and heal me very quickly
I am so sorry for the trouble I had created
I don't know why
that where ever I go I will one way or another creat some stupid problems
neh I don't want to talk about it
will do some recovery service afterwards to Ms Lee and Mr Wan
I told Monica about what happened and that I might need to go back to school to take the stuff before going to Charcoal tomorrow
she said she want to come and help me early in the morning!!!
and she live so far away
I am so guilty but glad at the same time that I had made this friend
thank you God for this week
although not fantastic but I enjoyed my time at Banquet
thank you God for all the nice people around me
nice friends nice mentors
nice deli food XD

If I have wings
I will fly to heaven and see Jesus

-Shino-

I am back.

2010-05-02T21:44:00.003+08:00

Hi guys
I decided to come back to blogging
once I told myself that I will never blog again
but then after so many months
and after so many things that had happened
I don't want to continue keeping all these thrash problems in me
everyone needs a place to let off their steam and so I chose blogging
although I don't think I will have the energy to blog so regularly like before
but if I have any heartfelt issues I will definitely post it on blog

how I wish I am a seabird
I can fly over the ocean.

-Shino-